oh god.

well..i dont know why i keep on typing out the things that already happened to me on the next day but yeh idontknow. probalby because i get shocked too much then i forget i had to write things.

okayy..back to the point. well.. yesterday as i said that van thing right, then blah blah blah. well afterschool as always, i would hang around the front of the skol for a bit with the guys. everyone went home so jen and van walked me back to my house. it was hilarious cos jen kept trying to slack back behind to let me walk with van by ourselves but it wouldnt work XD bwuahahah. when we finally got to my house...well not even, just the front of my neighbours, but like the neighbours house had like this fence thingo with bunches of leaves hanging of it so i wouldnt think that anyone at my house would see anything. well, we just stood there talking about random stuff and van kept on pointing out to every cat that he saw that it was my dog --' it is soo not!! just cos my dog is a chihuahua doesnt mean that its a cat!! fool!! anywayss...we were about to leave when jen was like (and she spoke soo loud) "VAN GIVE HER A GOODBYE KISS" i was just like omgardd. well yeh, he gave me a kiss, ON THE CHEEK OKAY, don think wrongg ppls. then they left. when i started walking towards my front yard i saw my dad standing there smoking D:
i was just like thinking to myself omgomgomgomgomgard. and today right my dad was like to me " oh yesterday i saw you with some friends ellen. whats the boys name??" and i was like "errrr.... van..." so he was like " oh okay". then he was like " i saw that girl (refering to jen) teasing you about that boy" then he was like laughing at me. then he was like telling me to think about skol and homework and stuff and omgg. HE is soo on too me right noww ><"
to tell you the truth, i didnt really wanted to go out. to me, its kinda early to go out atm, even if other ppl dont think so. i just dont want to let my parents down, especially if i start failing skol because of this. i know ive chosen the right guy for me because van is a guy that relates soo muchh with me. he is everything i would ever want apart from him being younger than me but its okay i guess. even if he is a wuss with asking me out and stuff, im kinda fine with it. cos at least he's not forceful about it.